Life is about exploration, and I have waited a long time to begin mine. For most of my life, I have lived how others wished, conforming to societal norms and repressing the urges that hound me like a hungry wolf in the deepest parts of my psyche. Are the urges real or imagined? Are they demons waiting to devour me, or an angelic sword that will slash the ropes of my confinement? Someone caring and patient should help me find out. I am specific in my wants and needs, but also fluid enough to work on yours. This is the beginning of my journey, help me find the right path.